when d One attacks ..

Does God promise us that life will be of no pain or suffering after we believe in Him ??
I think no, right ..
His pain is becoming more and more serious day after day ..
nothing seems to be recovering after we have been praying for so many days ..
does that mean that God is not listening to our prayers ??
Or , is that just simply meant that the God that we are believing is not the real God ??
He's like ..so far away from me ..
Or, is it that .. i myself is far away from Him??
Aren't they sound the same??
Mmmm..

His suffering makes me learn of something ..
that is .. no matter how high we are now , how great we are in the world now ..
after all .. we are just .. humans ..
no matter who you are .. in the end of the day ..

you are just a human ..
And a human ..
only has one life ..
that's no more life-take-two here ..
when we're talking about life ..
i've been spending so much time in my studies for so many years ..
but , in d end , what did i get??
zero ..
for now ..
i want nothing ..i ask nothing from God ..
but ..just ..
don't bring him back to You there so fast ..

i'm anticipating for his med report ..
God bless ,boy ..