Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Disappointment and Anxiety..

This few days..were kinda depressive one..
Dunno why..tears just flow from my cheek without any "pre-indication"..
I think I strain myself too much..In whatever I do..
but it seems like that's no other way for me to work everything out unless by straining myself to complete them all..in time..
I have just sit for the July test..
and trust me..it is the worst ever exam I have had before..
My physics paper..Out of the nine questions,I only know how to "do" two questions..
I told myself.."gosh..it's terrible ..you're going to fail your physics this time.."
It'll be my first time to fail in exam ..if i really do fail in this exam..
gosh..kinda hard for me to accept..for a person like me..kiasu..argh..
My studies..haihz..Big big headache..
My classmates used to ask me why not going for tuition classes..
In fact..come on..who said I don't want to go for tuition..It's becoz I dun have the money to pay the teacher to teach me only...
sigh..peer pressure..i dun think they can ever imagine how poor am I now..
but nvm..I have God with me..
have faith in Him..

ps: 2 more days to go..

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