To be or not to be..

today was a "surprise surprise" day..M again stuck in this dim-lighted and warm digital library..haven't taken my lunch..sorry to God..i starved myself again..but anyway..I
know it's not a good habit..but you know..humans tend to commit sin everyday..Dilemma ni..

okie,come back to my topic today..surprises..it's like this..I have been appointed to be the President of English Language Society..Is it a blessing ..kaka..or a curse..wu..sigh..in short,it means one more responsibility is with me now..and..you know..it's a..kinda heavy one..and another surprise is ..er..mmm..cant be announced publicly now..I'm told not to tell anyone about this surprise before the right time comes..so be patient ya..kaka..mm..but now..i feel like..my shoulder is kinda heavy..many many things to do..many many roles to play..many responsibilities to bear..that's why..M now wondering..should i decline that second surprise..that's why..to be or not to be..this second surprise is
kinda..attractive..alluring..tempting..mm..

but still..hehe..I've made up my mind..I know what should my life priority be..nothing is more important than Him..fame,authority,riches in the world..they're here today ...but gone tomorrow..ya..that surprise may look good for me..it helps me to gain more respect and reputation..many ppl may think that i'm very capable..i'm an all-rounded student..but..still..how ppl look at me..not important..it's how God looks at me..that realy cares..so..hehe..I know what to be now,how abt u?live your life for God or for the world?
I choose God..becoz He's my Father..Amen..